I’m sorry for not posting yesterday. I was gone most of the day and couldn’t post. That’s OK. I’ll make it up by posting twice today.

This process is starting to weigh on me. I knew it would. I knew that there would be days that were harder than others. Right now I’m feeling it. I think trying to sort through the myriad of memories I have that it’s forcing me to dig further and harder.

Yeah, it’s hard.

I try to take it all moment to moment. Sometimes it’s hard… sometimes it’s fine. I’m working on it every day and trying to take it day by day.

I just wish that today was a better day. Unfortunately, it’s not.