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“I… I think I get what you’re saying. And a party of me would entertain the idea… But…”, he responds.
“I know. This is really quick You haven’t even given an answer to me yet and here I am proposing that we make-out.”, the boy adds.
“I don’t want to go to bed in such a sexually charged situation either. It’s not exactly the most comfortable way to fall asleep.”, he says.
He looks down at the floor. He realizes that this feels just as awkward as the first time their boyfriend came over to his house in high school. Even though he was focused only on his boyfriend, he still wasn’t sure if it was going to happen. In some ways this is very much like that situation. He’s still not sure if he was interested in dating the boy… and yet here it is. Does he do this or not? If anything it will certainly resolve the situation.
He crosses his arms and taps his foot on the floor.
“Well, there’s only really going to be one way to resolve this situation, isn’t there.”, he says, still thinking about it.
“Unfortunately, this is all I can think of. He both wants to do the threesome and is scared to…”, the boy says, “I will not take what happens tonight as a confirmation that you want to date me. I want that to be something that you decide on your own.”
“It’s not that I don’t want to…”, he responds, “It’s more that the thought had never entered my head. You’ve always been more focused on him.”
He sighs heavily.
“I appreciate that you wouldn’t take anything that happens tonight as an answer.”, he says, “Maybe we should just do it. It would certainly solve any doubts he has. Or I could just sleep on the couch. I used to do it so many times before…”
The boy shakes his head. He knew that there was always the possibility of someone taking the couch, at the same time their boyfriend did ask to sleep with both. It also seemed unfair that he should give up sleeping in the bed to make things easier.
“I had thought about that, but the request was for both of us in bed with him.”, the boy says.
“I know…”, he says with a sigh, “Well, then… Lets do it.”
The boy steps closer to him. He gently caresses his arm.
“Are you sure you want to do this?”, the boy asks.
He nods He isn’t sure that this is a great idea, but it would certainly answer quite a few questions.
The boy wraps his arms around him. He can feel the boy’s flesh on his. It feel strange, but not unpleasant. The boys hands gently caress his back and he can feel his breath on his neck.
“Thank you.”, the boy whispers as he kisses the lobe of his ear.